Setiap kali mummy bgn tdo...
Muka kamu yg mummy cari...
Betapa rasa nak jerit satu dunia...
Yang mummy sgt sayang kamu...
Sangat sangat amat sayang kamu...
Atiya Qasrina bt Mohd Noor Ideal...
Semoga kamu sihat dan membesar jd anak kesayangan mummy yg solehah...
Semoga sampai kamu tua kamu juga sayang mummy yg sangat sangat amat!
Kamu nak tido bawah ketiak mummy sampai tua pon mummy relakan...
Kerana mummy sayang kamu sangat sangat amat...
Thank you Allah for this greatest feeling ever... :)
Mummy sayang kamu...
Labels: My Brain Affairs , My Family Affairs
Alhamdulillah... Thank you Allah...
There are so many things i should be thankful for...
Thank you Allah for giving me all the blessings...
I've safely delivered my lil' angel...
Atiya Qasrina bt Mohd Noor Ideal
Born on 11th June 2012 @ 1828 hrs
My dream home project has taken its shape...
It's such a great feeling...
Cant wait to be back home kuantan and continue decorating our home sweet home...
And we managed to save up & bought our family car a few months before tya arrives...
And thank you Allah for the health u've given me & ma family...
There are so many more blessings You've given us... I should be more grateful... I hope to be a better muslim... InsyaAllah...
Dear tya,
Mummy & daddy hope to give u d best we can offer...
We love u for d world... xoxo
Labels: My Brain Affairs
2012
2012 is gonna be a happening-challenging-interesting year of my life..
finally after 2yrs++ being married... we are finally expecting... Alhamdulillah...
and with dat little miracle coming... our life needs a little bit express modifications...
which means we will be more financially challenged.
have to forego some of my owh-i-so-want-but-definitely-dont-need wishlist..
priorities are making a list.
both of us will make it through insyaAllah for our little baby...
wishing for a good ending to 2012 and greater years ahead... :)
Labels: My Brain Affairs , My Family Affairs
the what ifs....
last nite was a lonely nite for me...
so what i did was to bloghop & stalk fb profiles...
it was great to read bout happy life of your frens n families...
i know it's unhealthy but sometimes i can't help but to wonder... what ifs...
heh... doesnt mean i'm not happy wif my current life...
cume kekdg suke je berangan2 pasal "kalau" ni... hehehe saje mereka2 cite ala2 novel
so dont get me wrong... i know Allah knows best... i'm grateful wif all that has happened in my life
some of my popular "what ifs"
- what if i didn't agree to go to boarding school in form 4?
- what if i didn't stop taking tennis class when i was in standard 1 jus bcos i want to take art class?
- what if i learn to play musical instruments since i was 5?
- what if i did go to the gymrama camp for sukma '98 when i was in standard 4?
- what if i didn't go to UTP?
- what if i choose my passion on arts n architecture OVER petronas scholarship?
- what if i keep on staying in rship with any other men i've been with? this thoughts akan disusuli wif all dramas of life. ahahha. none of it got happy endings in my thoughts
- what if i pursue my many crushes??? it was harmless notty thoughts... hehe
- what if i didn't agree to come and work in kuantan?
but they are jus what ifs thoughts... hehe
i would never give up my current life wif my fabulous family over any of the what ifs! heheh
especially not my hubby. :P
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bila ramadhan kunjung tiba...
rasa macam xnak g ofis sebulan lamanya~
eyh tambah lg sebulan utk raya plak~
jadi rase cam xnak keje 2 bln~ :P
mata kuyu~
perut kruk2~
bdan pon layu2~
hatiku tidak di tempat kerjaku~!
cepatla 4.30pm... nak balikkkkkkkk
Labels: My Brain Affairs
Thoughts...
anticipation is killing me
Labels: My Brain Affairs
Perhaps simplicity is d best.. :)
I'm done using free blogger templates cos it always gave me problems... sgt annoying.
so i'm choosing to use the provided blogger template n only custom change its fonts n background colors...
n now me prasan my customized page looks sweet n cantek.
hikhikhik. ignore my perasan-ness if u can't bear it. :P
my next project is to custom design the blog header... dat might take some time since i'm not feeling so creative tonite... so later2 me update d new blog header k.
klah memandangkan me tgh melayan 'so you think you can dance' at d moment.
all the other updates have to wait~ hikhik.
coming soon:
1. recommended activities n sites to visit in langkawi
n it seems like i hvn't blogged bout weddings for quite some time wlopon diri sniri x penah jemu browse thru own wedding photos. :) owh sgt suke moment2 itu. so perhaps... i'll write something wrt wedding soon too.
n a fren of mine told me to share some cooking recipes.
so as a start... am gonna share the bread n butter pudding very2 soon. recipe from kakanda terchinta.
i've only tried making it twice... n dem... am so loving it! so sgt truje nk share.
ok mcm dh nk melalut so am gonna sign off now...
later2 k..
da~~~
Labels: My Brain Affairs
back to normal layout..
hihu~
am using d boring layout for a while before i got the time to configure new headers n d font settings~
jus got to know dat my old layout banyak sgt kasi problem to visitors. haha.
sowie~ no wonder i've been receiving comments yg ade petak petak petak je.
i tot it was some kind of virus ke worm ke yg menyebok2 di blog2 org... so i jus ignored. :P
silly me eyh~
nway... i guess using the bloggers template ni lebih selamat mungkin...
but since i'm at d office.. later2 i'll change d font n color settings aite!
:D
me gotta go back to being the 'pekerja berhemah'. hehe
Labels: My Brain Affairs
occasional updates
:)
cepat sungguh masa berlalu.. kan kan~ n i've been abandoning this site for quite sometime.
spent time reading others n jus can't find d mood to write anything jus yet~ haish.
life was hectic.
workload - i'm still thinking y some ppl got time to say they got nothing to do today... but i somehow alwes got work to do... is it me? am i slow in executing d jobs? or perhaps it's bcos i am extremely particular n perfectionist which at times prolonged my job. i could spend 10 precious minutes jus to get the lines of an org chart to be perfect. x boleh tgk kalau ade yg cam x selari even for 0.01" margin. so if u came by to my ofis... u'll see how i changed in front of the pc. i'm used to comments like asal muke ko ketat..asal ko serius sgt.. ko ni wat keje x sedar org lalu pon. i need to loosen up a bit... kan kan?
backup plan (aka future plan) - i'm still considering very seriously to venture in business world. still finding my passion. i know d world has a lot more to offer... makan gaji n working for others... so not motivating at all to me. used to have the dream to b a gm one day... tp skrang rase cam nk brenti je all d time. huhuhuhuh.
brief getaway - i love getaways n vacations. it took my mind totally off everything. work problems. social problems. family problems. anything. name it. mmg hilang segala2 problem. yg ade hanyalah fun fun n fun. n sgt sronok to have a hubby who knows how to have fun s well. hikhik. we went to Langkawi for 4days last 2 week.. n it was truly a great adventure. we tried everything. nnt la.. i'll write in details bout Langkawi trip tips and must do! hehehe.
health & fitness - i've gained weight yg sgt ketara since the first month of my marriage. n the remarks were starting to get to my nerves. so since last month kot... i started out my healthy lifestyle regime... to get d figure n boost up my metabolism back to my single years. currently... am committing myself to regular dance classes, futsal trainings, swimming (belum dpt regularkan lg) n my new venture in golfing. :D. now i know golf do make u sweat!! haha. seriously... i was sweating jus learning to swing d club at driving range. belum masuk pdg lg kot.. hihu.
family - going great jus being d two of us!!! heheh. marriage is awesome. it simplifies so many things and so many complexity in my life. so i'm so enjoying married life. we are both still trying to get our little juniors... so let's jus b patient. perhaps my mother is rite... belum rezeki... Allah nak beri peluang for me to get used to hubby working in shift and spending nights/days without him. cos once the baby comes in... d challenges n stress r going to b bigger. i had to take care of d baby alone at nite when he's working. so yeah... i guess she's rite... there was one time ideal kene keje malam stret 10-15 nites. x ingat.... tp for d first week. x stress pon... bile dh msk d 2nd week... bibit2 stress mule timbul. :P so i'll jus b patient for now... Allah will know when we are both ready for the next adventure... :)
p/s: me sgt malas bab meng-upload gamba... cos there were times when i choose not to write sbb mls nk uplod gamba or d pics belum transfer to pc. last2 x update dalam tempoh yg amat sgt lama. so... terima jelah tulisan tanpa gmba k... :P
Labels: My Brain Affairs , My Social Affairs
when people start staring at my....
TUMMY~!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Yup, I've gained weight! n my tummy is showing
but
NOOOO, I'm not pregnant!
Staring is RUDE~!!! get it? rude ok... n
remarks like eyh ko dah pregnant ek????
is HURTFUL
and i'm truly mostly mad at people who dahla x brape rapat dgn u but somehow bile jumpe u trying to sound peramah and mesra n end up saying words like:
"Dah sehat skrang. Dah tembam skrang. Anis x jaga badan ke skrang. Dah berisi skrang."
I KNOW I'VE GAINED SOME WEIGHT so y dont u jus leave me alone n stop giving me criticism yg sungguh x membina.
urgggghhhhh....
mungkin juge i'm feeling sooo depressed at d moment due to my PMS.....
sgt xde mood. nak marah tp kesian plak kat orang yg kene marah tu nnt...
so i guess this blog is jus the place for me to voice out the anger.
excuse me... hmph.
Labels: My Brain Affairs
my attempt to change d blog layout
the chronoligical of my emotions:
-excited-
-giddy-
-patience challenged-
-frustrated-
-happy-
-frustrated again-
-bored-
-stressed-
-tired-
haish.... i wish i paid a little more attention to my internet programming in my uni days... dis html codes are driving me crazy n now my nuffnang ads/stats are not cooperating either. grrrrrrrr!
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The complications of my heart
My heart never fails to give complications for my brain..
I'm wondering how is it possible to hate n love someone at d sametime...
I truly hate that one person for making me feel this way...
(oh btw..it's not d lovey-dovey love... it's diff set of love.. love for people u might care about)
I'm getting married for God sake... hihuhuhuh.
No.
This is not about my heart doubting d choices i've made. I've made my choice firm and happy.
I'm very2 much excited and can't wait to live with my hubby for d rest of d life Allah forbids me...
I'm just confuse with another part of my life : the friends part
and I just hate to be confused...
How can someone be concern n want dat someone else to b happy n yet u hate them...?
How can someone hate someone n at d sametime tried so hard to make things ok between them?
How can someone be confused when there should be nothing to be confused about..?
Oh my...
My heart is too complicated even for me to understand.
TODAY is my HATE day....
I practically hate 80% of the people who crossed my path today.
yeah... sorry that I hate U....
I just did...
or perhaps it's jus d pms working out d hormones in my brain n heart...
-pardon me-
Labels: My Brain Affairs
Human nature???
Finally! my broadband is working again... haish.. sgt mencabar kesabaran this celcom broadband...
it was lucky it broke down when i was busy preparing the company's Annual Family Day. It was themed "Family Fun Fiesta 2009" and as any other year, I didn't get d chance to enjoy much of the event... :( but i would say it was a great event... on behalf of the main organizing committee i was really hoping that everybody enjoyed themselves. But i guess i could never understand the nature of human who could never be satisfied for what they are given and blessed with.
No doubt i was glad it was over, i saw some aspects of improvement and success in the event, i saw people enjoying themselves, i saw laughs and fun, but i also saw the same disrespectfulness in some people, i saw d same greed and d so-called-integrity in human. however, i guess i learnt to let go of personal dissappointments and heartbreak days ago and none of these negativity bother me that much anymore... some people are just not worth ur time, energy and effort...so let them go...
At the end...I'm just gonna be glad and grateful that despite all this negativity, we still have those kind-reliable-sincere people in dis world... these are d people who will alwes have my respect...
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Choosing The Theme Color...
Since i'm feeling fairly sleepy now... i'll blog in some simple tips on dis simple subject:
- let's say you choose color x,
- what would be the best combination of color x that could be made as the color of ur wedding dress (let's say color y)
- would color y suits (i) ur skin color, (ii) ur personality, (iii) d wedding itself! :)
dat is y a white wedding dress would alwes be the safest choice and white could practically suits every other color combination... but an all white wedding is a lil a bit boooring... dn't ya think? i did some survey... so here's some tips if u wanna choose colors other than white for ur wedding dress:
Courtesy of Jana Walters:
- Fair Skin. Choose light colors, like beige, sea-foam, rose, and other pastels. Creamy colors with a hint of peach work wonders. However, don't limit yourself to hues as fair as your skin. Mix a bright and colorful piece, (like a turquoise polo, or bold headband,) with a more subtle color. Girls with dark hair and porcelain skin look absolutely stunning in rich purples, emerald greens, and deep reds. Avoid blacks. They will make you looked washed-out.
- Golden Skin. Golden skin really is light skin, but it's a few shades darker than fair, and it doesn't look like you're a porcelain doll. Any color looks gorgeous on you. In the daytime, try colorful pieces. Also, sage green pants look great. For evening, go with subtle, yet powerful hues, like a kelly green dress, or a girly pink. Any shade of blue looks beautiful too. The best part? You get to wear black, the most slimming, simple, and intriguing color of all
- Bronzed Skin. Turquoises, oranges, and pinks look best on you. Any color that's a mix between two others is key. They play up your tanned look. If you dare, try a shade of red, and steal the spotlight.
- Dark Skin. Your type of skin looks beautiful against semi-rich colors. Avoid very dark colors. Plums, ruby-reds, and forest-greens look amazing. For a noticeable contrast, mix in an ivory piece. It makes your skin noticeable and is very flattering.
So... once u r aware of which color best suits u... u can start deciding on ur wedding color theme!!!
just throwing some ideas on wedding color combinations:
- tiffany blue & brown (MINE!) :D
- soft pink & white
- grey & pink (my sis'! cantek!)
- goldie brown & cream
- apple green & aqua blue/yellow
- purple (i alwes love dis color - every tone of purple is nice)
- fiery red & white
- peach & orange
- maroon & white
wutever ur choice may be.... i personally think it's best to choose ur fav color as ur wedding theme... :)
Labels: My Brain Affairs , My Wedding Affairs
Blogging template error
:(
sorry frens... my downloaded template nampaknye membuatkan the comment features to be disabled or somehow deleted. I've reverted my blog setting to classic template. Since i'm currently working... i'll be working on the template code as soon as i get back from work tonite k!
give me time~~~ ehheheh...
thanks to kimi for highlighting the flaw~ dem... pttler 0 jerk comments dlm blog aku neh~ kuang3
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Ma 1st Post... :D
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I blogged for few months (wayyy years ago) and my busy schedule just got me too occupied to keep on updating d stories..n now... I AM FINALLY SETTLING DOWN!!! :D and i jus got so many stories to share and kinda got tired of repeating d same stories to my frens (note here my besties are all over malaysia - 5 in kl, 1 in aloqstaq, 1 in melaka, and 2 in bintulu) to keep them updated with what's going on in my complicated life. hehe :D n dat includes my other frens (oldfrens,colleagues,not-so-close frens,exes-of-every-kind n etc2.) hihuhuhuh
soooooooooooo.....
dat's about when i decided to start blogging again..n pheww~! finding a title for dis new blog is already an exhaustion to my mind (need to get my creativity back i guess!!! duuhh) :P
hmph... for a start...
here's my initial plan of the purpose of this blog
1. I've been planning for my wedding (which is in May btw) so.... there were soooo much things happening every week. And since i'm d kind of gal who gets easily excited by all this little cute stuff.... wedding planning is something i really2 ENJOYED!!! sooooo... i wanted to share all the episodes of my planning... n perhaps some tips (if i can...mcm la dh terror sgt dlm bab wedding planning ni. hihi) to all my frens... :D
2. I'm getting bored wif my work which means now i came back from work a little bit earlier than usual (which also means i'll have more time to update blogs n surf d nets or so i hope... :P)
3. I'm simply one hell of a bubbly lady who can't find a fullstop when she start telling stories. :P especially if i love ur company and u make me comfortable... u'll keep me going n going n going until forever... hihi. i kinda hope this blog could lessen my desire to speak TOO MUCH. let's let d blog do d talking once in a while aite!
with all said... let d blog begins... hihihihihihih (i'm all excited again!)
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