pregnancy journey so far...

i've well entered my 2nd trimester...
20weeks to b exact... so 20 more to go...

sometimes i wish june could come faster...
my sickness have been bugging me since d week i got d double lines.
ppl says it should be gone at least by d 16th week
but i guess not yet for me...
it's improving though...
loya suke hati die nak dtg bile2... but in a week konfem ade ari yg i extra weak...
appetite is still zero. so i jus eat wutever food i can find...
kalau nk tanye arini nak makan ape... mmg xtau nk mkn pe....
my usual meal is roti bakar letak tuna or kaya...
am still hopefuls for my honeymoon days though :)

owh n i am such a lazy bum since i got pregnant
no cooking no laundry-ing no vacuuming no movie-outing no latenite lepak-ing wif frens
most of d time lepak umah g keje blk keje rehat
rase xde mood nak buat pe2
during the early days of pregnancy rase geram gak dgn diri sniri for being so weak...
tp x terdaya nk push myself...
alhamdulillah ideal has been very supportive n understanding..
been helping A LOTTT in managing d house chores..
can't say thank you enuf to him every single day... :)
tp mmg siyes kurang membebel and pasrah je die wat pe kat rumah tu.. hikhik
i dont even care how he does d laundry as long as the clothes are washed.
kalau x dulu gile cerewet and mmg i x kasi die basuh baju to elakkan i membebel :P
same goes to susunan baju dlm almari, which hanger to use, cara sidai baju semua2 lah now pasrah je...
i'm jus thankful enuf he's willing to help so i better shut up and redha je ape die wat kan... hehehe

owh lepas tu dah lama gile x balik kampung jenguk d families...
so insyaAllah next week balik muar jumpe d in-laws...
they'll see d baby bump for d first time.. heeee
dah 5bln baru nk tunjuk i'm so sorry for being so weak before...
hopefully perjalanan balik muar dipermudahkan n no loya2...
last week dh berjaya blk KL... agak memenatkan but selamat pegi n selamat balik...

but despite of all d sickness n fatigue im experiencing...
im grateful for giving a chance to experience it...
been praying for this miracle since we tied d knot and so i will embrace any till i can see my little one... :)
alhamdulillah baby has been very active and growing healthily
n having to experience a life growing in my tummy...
it is really such a blessing...

2012

2012 is gonna be a happening-challenging-interesting year of my life..

finally after 2yrs++ being married... we are finally expecting... Alhamdulillah...
and with dat little miracle coming... our life needs a little bit express modifications...
which means we will be more financially challenged.
have to forego some of my owh-i-so-want-but-definitely-dont-need wishlist..

priorities are making a list.

both of us will make it through insyaAllah for our little baby...
wishing for a good ending to 2012 and greater years ahead... :)